Dulu ku tak pernah percayakan cinta yang tak harus memiliki. Pernah ku paksakan walau tak sejalan meski ku tau ku salah kini ku akui hatiku tak bisa slalu miliki dirimu. Dan ku coba melupakanmu karna ku tau kau bukan milikku dan ku coba 'tuk bertahan.

"menapak jalan yg menjauh, tentukan arah yg ku mau, tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa yg membuat hati lara, di dekat engkau aku tenang, sendu matamu penuh tanya misteri hidup akankah menghilang dan bahagia di akhir cerita ..... "

Hari ini tampak ga ada kerjaan, jadinya ella ngeliat" archive blog ella dan ternyata rame" juga yaa... rugi klo pada ga buka archivenya ella. Biar lebih gampang ella kasih review dan link nya. Dibawah ini adalah beberapa link dari cerita" yg ella rasa paling berkesan selama ella nulis blog. Dibaca yaaa...

12/o5 Mom and Dad's anniversary Story
o7/o6 o6' District Convention Story
o8/o6 Ella is ... Ella loves ... Story
08/06 My music discovery Story
10/06 Lagenta Story the story i miss the most, spending a lots of fun times with Bandung Barat is the greatest thing I've ever imagine.
12/o6 Music is ... Story
o6/o7 Inlove Story

First week at Perth

Went to window shopping at Perth City

Lunch at Kings Park








Went to Fremantle with train and then lunch at the beach

Kemaren rocktofolio wawancara ella via msn, katanya sih profile ella di friendster catches their eyes, trus mereka wawancara deh tapi belum tentu bakal dimasukin website mereka katanya. Masih dimasukin waiting list dulu. Jadi mendingan dipost aja diblog ella biar bisa dibaca ama teman"....

Cita-cita ella and how to achieve it?
Ummm cita cita sih banyak tapi kalau cita-cita jangka pendeknya adalah membuat sebuah band accoustic dengan saya sebagai vocal hhaha.. cita-jangka panjangnya adalah menjadi designer How I achieve it? Nyanyi" aja dikamar mandi untuk melatih vocal dan klo ada acara-acara ella juga sering nyanyi.. Tentang designer, utk sekarang" lagi seneng bikin sketches plus belajar bikin pattern ke nyokap,secara nyokap penjahit kenamaan bangsa hhahha..

Nyanyi di kamar mandi?? bener juga tuh...
hahhaaha

What is art for you?
Gila pertanyaannya mantep euy. Well for me or me art is my hidden soul. Art adalah sarana dimana gue bisa mengekspresikan sesuatu yg ga gue bisa ekspresikan secara langsung.
Art is the greatest medicine when i get stress out. Kadang kala kita tidak bisa menebak apa yg kita rasakan dan itu membuat kita bingung, tapi dgn art kita bisa menemukan sesuatu yg baru dari diri kita.

Hmmm..which one’s worst,plagiarism or piracy?
Plagiarism karena ga ada hukum against it, jadi orang-orang semakin berani dan gak tau malu utg menjadi anggota persatuan plagiat dunia.

Kalo lo diibaratkan suatu warna, what would it be and why?
Umm it'd brown, karena brown gak jauh beda dari hitam yg bisa di match ama warna-warna lain cuman keliatan bagus hanya utk warna tertentu so brown is pretty exclusive, kalau dilihat pertama kali brown itu ga ada specialnya tapi klo diliat constantly brown itu menenangkan and brings peace into your mind just like me.hahaha.

Guitarist or bassist?
To play is guitar because i cant play bass but to hear is bass because it has unique sounds.

Guilty pleasure?
My hidden sins (ihh serem bgd ya).

Punya role model?
Yes, jesus christ, hes the best!

Denger-denger suka photography, sejauh mana sih lo mendalaminya?
Iya suka banget, belum terlalu dalem sih.. fasilitas belum memadai.. so i prefer editing

So, sejauh mana lo mendalami photo editing?
Kalau bisa sejauh-jauhnya, photo editing menyenangkan bgd tapi kadang-kadang kalau udah mentok gue mati gaya banget.. beda ama drawing sketches

Jadi menurut lo apa bedanya photo editing dan drawing sketches?
Karena gue photo editing di computer so my creativity is limited, mulai dari photo brushesnya trus filternya dan lain-lain...tapi kalau drawing sketches kan di kertas jadi gue bisa sebebas mungkin mengekspresikan mood gue.. robek robek deh kertas

Oh iya musik...sepenting apakah musik buat seorang ella?
Ummm penting bgd. Music can easily affect my mood.

Lagi dengerin apa akhir-akhir ini?
Lagi mendalami accoustic-ambient-shoegaze musics trus lagi suka Black Violin, they have great instrument.

Apa yang terlintas ketika kau berpikir tentang diri sendiri?
Narsist, standar bgd ya jawabanya ABG banget hhahaaah tapi klo menurut gue sih hanya orang lain yang bisa memberikan penilaian objektif tentang diri gue sendiri.

Ella's type of boyfriend.personality dan fisik..
Well personalitynyah, seiman dan scr religius sanggup membimbing gw, harus pengertian, sabar, hard worker, smart and bertanggung jawab and ohh NICE...klo fisik sih gak macem" but i like tall guys and suaranya harus berat..

Menurut lo sendiri cowo smart kayak gimana?
Umm Educationally high... terutama dari omongan trus dari akademisnya juga

Cowok paling seksi kalo lagi ngapain?
Lagi merhatiin gue ngomong..it looks like they have deeply respect on my opinion.

Tipe cowo yg pengen kamu buang jauh-jauh?
Cowok yang nggak mau usaha, nggak punya skill dan cuma modal tampang sama duit buat tepe-tepe....

Apa artinya kehidupan buat kamu?
Life is like a canvas. You have to draw in it to make your life as beautiful as you can, as colourful as you can and as perfect as you can. Mantaph kan jawabanya hhahahaa

Iya mantap banget deh la...

The most hated thing in the world?
It would be ummm get lost in my own mind.

The most favourite thing in the world?
Peace yes peace man.hahaah

10 years from now, Ella adalah seorang..
Seorang wanita karier yg baru lulus dari s2 major in visual merchandising or design management dan mempunya seorang tunangan yg kaya (bukan dari bokap) bekerja sebagai seniman ( entah itu web designer, painter, designer, interior designer atau photographer).

Dimana gue bisa menemukan seorang Ella di sepuluh tahun mendatang?
Di kantor salah satu boutique kenamaan dunia bekerja sebagai creative director atau sedang bekerja di gallery calon suami hahaha.

Bener nih ya ntar gue cari di boutique" harus ada lo yaaa...
Well thanks ella...
I'll contact you soon deh...
E

Cintapuchino adalah satu-satunya film lokal yg paling bisa saya hayatin, secara saya ngerasain banget apa yg mba Rahmi rasakan yaitu obsesi ga kesampean *hha. Rahmi dicerita ini obsesi sama mas Nimo yaitu kaka kelasnya semasa sma. Mba Rahmi ngebela"in masuk ekstrakulikuler keamanan sekolah yg pengurusnya itu mas Nimo. Mba Rahmi juga masuk fakultas yg sama dgn mas Nimo semasa kuliahnya. Setelah 8 taun (kalau gak salah) mereka tidak bertemu, secara tidak sengaja mereka pun bertemu. Nahh disini nih gilanya, dengan statusnya udah dilamar calon suami yg dikira a perfect guy to spend her life with mba Rahmi pun jatuh cinta lagi utk kesekian kalinya ke mas Nimo yg tiba" masuk ke kehidupanny.
Jujur, saya ngebelain calon suaminya mba Rahmi aka pa Raka. Nimo tuh bejat banget! dia pernah ga mikir perasaan mba Rahmi pas dia jadian ama selusin cewe" semasa sma plus kuliahnya? Seenaknya aja dia dateng trus bilang " selama ini gw nyari" lo ".Bullshit bgd!
Well overall story sih, saya suka banget cintapuchino karena udah pernah baca cerita ini 2 kali dan tetep nangis. How ironic?

Hope and reality sometimes can be the worst enemy in our life. Since our hope couldn't get along with reality. Everything feels like against us, even our hope. Hope is something we wish could happen and reality is something we have to face and walk on. Its heart breaking when our wishes actually never happen. But have you ever think that life is not always easy and smooth as we wish. . . the world needs balance, so when everything goes to smooth, its totally suspicious. How ironic?

Baru selesai masalah A dateng masalah B dikuti masalah C dan seterusssnya. . . kayaknya gak akan pernah ada kata selesai buat masalah. Well, problem is a part of our life and we have to face it not run from it. Banyak orang cenderung lari dari berbagai masalah. Orang-orang berpikir bahwa dengan lari dari masalah itu akan menyelesaikan masalah, tapi mayoritas orang yg lari dari masalah malah masuk ke masalah lainnya. Sebenarnya lari dari masalah gak salah kok, tapi kemana kita lari yg jadi masalah. Most of people who run from problems are clueless. Jadi, apakah orang yg clueless bisa dengan bijaksana memilih jalan hidupnya?

For me, i take problems as a lesson of my life. Sometimes you learn the best thing in life from the worst thing happen. Problems aren't that bad if you stay focus on your personal hope. All you need to do is take life as it comes and do not regret anything but fix your faults. Problems can be so much more easier if you. . . once again, stay focus on your personal hope. And do not run from problems because how fast are you running from problems, problems will chase you until you face them and beat them.

when you are inlove it means you are ready to get hurt.
especially when you know deeper of somebody you inlove with.
you'll find out that he have a crush that is not you.
you'll find out that he hates something you like.
you'll find out that he thinks of something that never comes through your mind.
well, im not ready to get hurt but i always inlove.

Ella

Tez blanca como la nieve.
Colmillos afilados que desgarrarán tu cuello
Ojos en los que se vislumbra el deseo.
Belleza que no se puede describir solo con palabras.

Es ella, ese ser inmortal llamado vampiro que se alimenta de la sangre de aquellas personas ingenuas que le muestran un centímetro de cuello.
Mordisco limpio y directo a la yugular que te mata rápidamente, pero antes de morir notas como tu sangre ya no te pertenece, ya no está en tu cuerpo, está en el de ella.
La única manera de matarla es clavándole una estaca directamente en el corazón.
Muchos lo han intentado, pero nadie lo ha conseguido, porque se quedan eclipsados, admirando tanta belleza en una sola mujer.
En ese segundo que bajan la guardia, ella de un salto, ataca al cuello y les chupa toda la sangre.
Lo último que ven sus ojos es a la mujer más hermosa que haya pisado la tierra, arrebatándoles la vida de un solo y certero mordisco.

Aquí estoy, delante del ataúd, dispuesto y mentalizado para matarla, para arrancarle la vida como ella lo ha hecho con tanta gente inocente, ya sean hombres, mujeres o niños.
Debo darme prisa, faltan pocos minutos para que anochezca.
Llevo la estaca en la mano, de un solo golpe se lo clavaré en el corazón.
Abro el ataúd y la veo ahí tendida, durmiendo con su precioso vestido negro, estirado de una forma muy cuidadosa.

Me quedo impresionado al verla.
Es bellísima.
Levanto la estaca, pero no soy capaz de clavársela.
Creo que me he enamorado.

Sin darme cuenta ya ha anochecido.
Sin tiempo de reaccionar, ella abre los ojos, se lanza a mí y… me muerde.

Music is . . .

Beautiful,

Every long, lost stream, led me to where you are.
~ Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts


Wishful,
Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got til its gone.
~Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows, Vanessa Carlton


Provocative,
My hips don't lie, and im starting to feel it's right
~Hips Don't Lie - Wyclef Jean, Shakira


Praising
For that smile, and those eyes.
~Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific


Benign,
I believe i can, i believe i will.
~I Believe - Yolanda Adams


Deviant,
Give a moment or two to the angry young man.
~Angry Young Man - Billy Joel


Nostalgic,
But i know, that ill wait another day, til you're here by my side.
~Another Day - G4


Ethereal,
Follow you're heart, let you're love lead through the darkness.
~I Believe in You - Il Divo, Celine Dion


Forlorn,
And we can cry with hope, we can say goodbye with hope.
~With Hope - Steven Curtis Chapman


Blessed,
I'm that star up in the sky, im that mountain peak up high.
~World's Greatest - R. Kelly



Halcyon,
When all the dreaming, scheming and screaming, become one.
~This is the Moment - Eric Santos



Graceful,
Rain outside my window, pouring down.
~I'm Sorry - Craig David



Metamorphical,
So take a good look at my face, you'll see my smile looks out of place.
~The Track of my Tears - Human Nature (a cappella)



Inspirational,
I'm so glad that he let me try it again.
~Higher Ground - Stevie Wonder



Hopeful
Cause every moment, we share together, is even better, than the moments before.
~Moments - Westlife



Re-assuring
Whisper words of wisdom, let is be.
~Let It Be - The Beatles

Ciao,Ti manco? I hope not.haha. How was your weekend? Spero che tu abbia passato un buon fine settimana.Well lets get to the point . . .

Patrizio Buanne is an Italian baritone. Buanne's debut album, The Italian, was released in 2005. It is composed of eleven tracks of traditional Italian songs. I bought his cd and i love it, i cant stop play his songs all nite long. awwww italian are amazing.

My new cd's (not all of them are new tho!). Love them so much. Cant stop listen them all nite long!

Lagenta

(16/8)

• 21.00 ( Berangkat dari Harbang menuju ke Lembang )

• 22.00 ( Nyampe + boyong-boyong)

• 23.00 ( Games )

Joged Bola => 5 pasang orang joged" pake bola diantara kepala mereka
Pasangan pertama Ezra & Mba Lisa
And our Newlywed Mba Adel & Mas David
Om Samuel & Tante Anna
Om Mangapul & Tante
Ka Andi & Ka Icha

THE WINNER => OUR NEWLYWED MBA ADEL AND MAS DAVID

Komunikata"an
Girls aloud ( ka maya, ka clesi, ka lili, MOI, elynn ) vs Boys Aloud ( janji joni, ka andi, mas yoyo, anto, ezra )

Skor akhir 3-0
Girls Aloud WON !

• 00.00

Bonfire, Makan Jagung Bakars.

Lagenta was like the most romantic place ever. The bonfire is the most romantic place i found in Lagenta. Tempatnya bener" buat Bonfire"an, ada tempat apinya dikelilingin ama tempat duduk yg berbentuk bulat yg mengelilingi bonfire *accccchhhh susah ngejelasinya ama kata". POKOKNYA INDAH.
Di Bonfire, semua pada ngumpul" kecuali ibu" yg sudah pada kelelahan and guess what mas indra slept all nite long dari berangkat ampe pagi. Kita pada maen peragaan tokoh alkitab grup dibagi mejadi dua yaitu grup kiri dan kanan, ella di kiri bareng ama my soulmate lynn. Korban pertama peraga adalah bank anenk bagi kubu kanan, lalu peragaan terjawab. Korban kedua sii Elynn bagi kubu kiri, lalu peragaan terjawab. Kedudukan 1 sama terus bertahan sampai pertanyaan rebutan. Korban terakhir alat peraga adalah ko hendi, curangnya ko hendi yg ada di kubu kanan memperagakannya sambil ngebelakangin kubu kiri. Yahh akhirnya ga ada yg menang swalnya none of both groups able to answer peragaanya.

Sementara orang" sedang bermain ternyata di lapangan tengah ada mas dodo dan mba adel sedang membakar jagungs. Ella nyamperin deh, ehh gak lama kemudian orang'' pada mendatangi tempat Bakaran trus ikut'' ngebakar. Jujur ella abis 2 jagung tapi itu masih sedikit dibandingi bank anenk yg abis 4. HAHA.

• 01.00

Uno and Jenga

Ella, Elynn, Ezra, Ko Hendi, Ka putri, Mas anto, dan maav bagi yg tdk tersebut menuju ruang atas trus kita pada main jenga. Parahnya kita ribut abis ampe abang" yg pada maen capsah tepat dibawah kita pada complain. Abis gimana maen jenga menguras tenaga dan pikiran euy.

• 02.00

Karena sudah lelah Ella meninggalkan ruang atas menuju ke ruang tv, disana sudah terlihat mba dini and mas yoyo sedang menonton bola. Trus ella ke kamar no.5 yg merupakan kamar ella mamah papah mbadebi masjoe nanda arka mbadini dan elynn, disana ella mengganti pakaian sebelumnya yaitu jersey ITALY dgn no punggung 7 milik Del Piero diganti dgn kaos bunny + celana pyjamas gitu. Seusai mengganti baju ella kembali ke ruang tv yg letaknya di pertengahan kumpulan kamar, disana yg tadinya sepi sudah dipenuhi abang" yg sebelumnya pada maen kartu menunggu intermilan maen. Ada mas sam,yohanes,yoyo,andi and mbadini kemudian ditambah ELLA. Kami menunggu pertandingan inter dgn ngantuknya sambil ngobrol ga jelas, tidur"an, makan"an, gosip"an pokoknya aneh deh. Mas yoyo kemudian mengeluarkan suara ngeBASSnya dan berkata bahwa pertandingan sudah dimulai, ella yg lagi ngobrol ama mas yohanes and ka andi dgn cepat memalingkan perhatiannya ke arah tv. Dan mencari sesosok pria di tengah lapangan yaitu Zlatan Ibrahimovic. Enaknya pria" yg pada tidur di ruang tv bisa nntn sambil tidur"an sedangkan ella, mba dini, mas yoyo hanya berbagi satu sofa besar utk tidur"an saja. Ternyata pas ella liat ke arah tpt tidur pria" tsb mereka sedang asyiiknya pada main capsah ... herann dehh ga bosen"nya. Trus ella nanya kok ga nntn bola, mrk menjawab aduhhh hari ginii nntn intermilan..males bgd, mending ntar jam 3 nntn Barcelona. Tak kuat menahan rasa ngantuk akhirnya ella ama mba dini menyerah saja, kami tidur deh jadinya...

Sementara kita pada nonton bola dgn ngantuknya, di ruang atas elynn ezra masanto kaputri mas joni masdodo sedang asyiiknya bermain jenga and they played it all nite long! HAHA. Bayangin aja ella cs nntn bola kuat ampe jam setengah tiga sedangkan mereka maen jenga kuat ampe jam empat *itu hanya dgn cwe"nya klo cwo"nya sendirii mrk maen ampe jam setengah 5*....

(17/8)

• 07.00

Kamar no. 5 masih pada tidur, yang lain lagi pada main bulutangkis

• 08.00

Kamar no.5, ehhh tepatnya ella dan elynn masih tidur, yang lain pada baca AYAT HARIAN.

• 08.30

Akhirnya kita sadar bahwa orang" udah pada bangun dan lagi sarapan. Dengan Roll di poninya, ella dan elynn menyapa kawan" dgn ''Buenos Diaz'' gak deng pake ''pagiiiii'' doank kok. Trus kita ambil sarapan yg nikmat yaitu baso tahu kuah.

• 09.00

Udah pada selesai sarapan kita pada mencar.
Abang" pada main kartu. this is the thing,, anak bandung barat terutama para lelakinya doyaan bener maen kartu, setiap ada kesempatan pasti mrk pada maen capsah rame" trus berisik bgd lagi.
Meanwhile, ella berjalan sendiri menuju ke lapangan basket yg sudah dikerubungi masanto kohendi kaputri siiezra, kita maen tiga lawan tiga. Tapi grupnya ella kalah abisnya grup lawan kita ada mas anto yg mainnya nasteung (panas beteung aka napsu - red ).

• 09.15 ( GAMES SERU )

Bakiak.
Balap Karung.
Bawa Belut.
Ella gak nyangka sii mas indra gelinya setengah mati pas main game ini. HAHAHA. Padahal ibu" maen game ini biasa" aja. Sii mas indra siihh badan aja gede nyalinya kecil.LOL
Kids Game - Puzzle

• 11.45 ( Karaoke )

• 13.00 ( LunchLunch EnakEnak )

• 13.40 - 15.00

Ada yg tidur siang, Ada yg maen kartu, Ada yg maen jenga, Ada yg makan lagi, Ada yg karaokean melulu

• Futsal PBS ( The game I wait the most )

Harbang 1 vs Harbang 2

Harbang 1 ( ella, mas dodo, mas anto, ka andi, elynn, ko samuel, juann )
Harbang 2 ( mas samuel, mas yoyo, bang anenk, janji joni, om susilo, mba dini, )

Dari data di atas sudah jelas bahwa harbang 2 merupakan group yg penuh dgn bintang apalagi goalkeepernya om susilo.Striker harbang 1 ella dan elin dibuat pusing oleh possession ball yg jelas" ada di bek harbang 1 terus gak dioperin ke kita. Ella ada lini depan bersama elin layaknya Andriy Shevchenko and Didier Drogba, Ella susah bgd membuat gol beda dengan elynn 10 menit pertama aja dia sudah membuahkan gol, assist dari ka andi. Sedangkan ella terlihat kebingungan dijaga bek sayap Harbang 2 yaitu sii janji joni. Gol pembuka dari elynn langsung dibalas 2 gol dari Bank anenk and Mas Samuel. ACCCHHH payah goalkeeper harbang 1 !! Tanpa berkutik ka andi membawa bola dgn begitu individualnya dari belakang ampe depan gak lepas" dan akhirnya membuahkan goal kedua bagi harbang 1. Dua striker harbang 1 hanya CENGO dilewati oleh pemain bek harbang 1 itu yg sepertinya lupa punya striker di depan yg sedang menunggu operan bola. Lucunya setiap kali Harbang 1 membuat gol, kami" merayakannya dgn aneh'' beda ama Harbang 2 yg ga ada rasa syukur. Tapi harbang 2 klo ngebales gol gak kira" akhirnya kedudukan sementarnya 3-2 euy. Pada pertengahan pertandingan Harbang 1 mendapat kesempatan emas utk membalas kekalahan yaitu dengan corner kick yg dilakukan ka andi, bola langsung nyampe ke ella tapi krn dijaga ketat ella hanya bisa menendang tdk tepat ke gawang. Pemain bek Harbang 1 keren", cuman strikernya mandul" haha. Terlihat dari kejauhan, sekali lagi ka andi membawa bola gak lepas", ahh paling kagak dioper.. ech taunya bola langsung di oper ke elynn yg pada saat itu berada di posisis ueeeennnnnakkk bwat menciptakan gol dan BANG kedudukan berubah menjadi 3 sama. Gak lama kemudian 2 gol dari harbang 2 membuat pemain harbang 1 pada turun ke belakang, contohnya ella ampe ngejar" mas yoyo kebelakang HAHA. Yahhh karena kita" pada udah kecapean kita memutuskan utk menyudahi pertandingan dgn skor akhir harbang 1 (3) harbang 2 (6) gila kan harbang 2 klo maen ga kira".

• 16.00 ( pada mandi, beres'', pulang )

• 17.00 ( nyampe di bandung, pulang ke rumah masing")

Ella ingin membagi keceriaan kami sewaktu berlibur di Lagenta, lewat slideshow voto" dibawah ini. Tapi sepertinya anda sekalian akan sulit menemukan ella swalnya ella sie. dokumentasi aka photographer. enjoy 'em ! maav jika loading lama

NITE SESSION

MORNING AND MIDDAY SESSION

Mysic.

listen to my new discovery. don't drown yourself into old school music. but listen to the new one and you'll be happy , trust me!

Beautiful - Nick Lachey
I see, Looking for yourself tonight.
And I know, Gonna sell your soul under the lights.
And I hear, The emptiness that echoes in your cries.
Someday, I'll pray that you finally realize.

Your beautiful, That's all that I can say.
Unforgettable, I'm caught in every way.
Don't every let the mirror tell you lies,
Just look at your reflection through my eyes.
Your beautiful.

It seems, You always keep one foot outside the door.
So sad, You gotta all but still you long for more.
And you cry, So desperate for your place among the stars.
But why, Just searching for what you already are.

Your beautiful, That's all that I can say.
Unforgettable, I'm caught in every way.
Don't every let the mirror tell you lies,
Just look at your reflection through my eyes.
Your beautiful..

Feeling your stars are drafted away from me,
Back to the empty place you used to be.
How do I get to you,
To you.......
That's all that I can say.

i've just heard nick's songs and touched by his songs especially BEAUTIFUL.
I think he'll be more success in his solo carrier.

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i tell you what!
lately i listen to Spanish and Italian songs.
itung" belajar pronunciation.

dimelo - marc anthony
la gente anda diciendo por alli
que tu quisieras acercarte a mi
si tu supieras que te quiero amar
que hasta el cielo te quiero llevar
no me dejes solo con mi corazon
que esta enloquecido con esta pasion
si es que me deseas nena dimelo
porque por tu amor estoy muriendo yo
ay dimelo, ven dimelo
porque por tu amor estoy muriendo yo
so you pudiera acariciar tu piel
tu cuerpo entero quiero conocer
esta pasion no me deja dormir
este deseo no me deja vivir

No hay igual - Nelly Furtado
Quiero tu solo
No es lo mismo
Por eso espero
Huele mi cuerpo
Tú, mil y tantas
El tiempo pasa
No quiero otro
No hay igual
Quiero tu solo
No es lo mismo
Por eso espero
Huele mi cuerpo
Tú, mil y tantas,
El tiempo pasa
No quiero otro
No hay igual
El hambre que tengo tienes que matar
Mi copa vacia tienes que llenar
Mis noches sola tienen que acabar
Dime que nunca me vas a dejar
Pero no demores
Cada dia mi cuerpo llora
Cuantas cosas quiero, a ese señor
Quiero que yo quiero, yo lo quiero ahora

Situ Me Amas - Il Divo
Solo en ti por siempre seré f solo en feliz
Historia que presenti mucho antes
De vivir en mi
Porque solo en ti encuentro lo que
ayer perdi
Tu eres en mi existir mi gran
Felicidad
Si tu me amas you seré esa esperanza
Que jamas se querra morir
En este amor sin fin
Tu seras siempre mi alma
Despertar paraisos de pasion y paz
Sé que solo los podré encontrar
En mis dias junto a ti.
Si tu me amas yo seré esa esparanza
Que jamas se querra morir
En este amor sin fin
Tu seras siempre mi alma
Si tu me amas yo seré una esperanza
Que jamas se querra morir
En este amor sin fin
Tu seras siempre mi alma
Jamas querra morir
Abrazame hasta el fin
Volare si me amas
Haces realidad la magia de sonar

Ti Amero - Il Divo
La notte scivola sul mondo
Che si addormenterà
E la luna vestirà d'argento
Il mare e le città
E tu mi mancherai
Più ancora
Quanto non lo sai
Continuerò a credere che
Siamo un'anima, io e te
E ti amerò comunque, lo so
Anche se non sei con me
Io ti amerò
Ti porterò con me nel sole
Nei sogni che farò
Ruberò i colori del mattino
E un cielo limpido
Su cui dipingerò il tuo viso
E sorriderò
Continuerò a credere che
Siamo un'anima, io e te
E ti amerò comunque, lo so
Anche se non sei con me
Mi manchi più che mai stasera
Quanto non lo sai...

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The most beautiful lyric and song by Marc Terenzi.

I LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU

I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can't you see

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue's able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

Does anybody knows Marc Terenzi? Maybe most of you don't know him. He is a American pop singer formerly of the boy band "Natural". Marc's single 'Heat Between the Sheets' was released soon after and hit the top 40 in Germany and Austria. He followed that up with the song he wrote for the wedding 'Love to be loved by you' which peaked at #3 in the German charts And peaked at #1 in my MIND charts.

Il Divo.

The idea behind Il Divo's creation came to Simon Cowell, he decided to form a multinational quartet (Spain, Switzerland, France, and United States) that sounded like The Three Tenors and looked like Armani models. Cowell commenced a worldwide search for young singers who were willing to embark on the Il Divo project. His search lasted two years, from 2001 until December 2003. The well-established formation of Il Divo comprises a renowned Spanish opera and zarzuela baritone, Carlos Marín, two classically trained tenors, Swiss Urs Bühler and American David Miller, and a French pop singer, Sébastien Izambard.

Further information Il Divo's site

Fantastico! The greatest boy band ever. Not like Nysnc or Backstreet boys who are sell their look but Il Divo sell both look and voice. Actually i've heard them for a long time but i think their music is my father's style not mine. But i dunno know why when i saw their DVD "Madeira" i was thinking that this 4 cute guys are so awesome especially they sing in Spanish ( for the 2nd album ) which is so gorgeous. And i continue listen to them, sampe" ella hafal semua liriknya mulai dari yg pake bahasa prancis ampe spanyol. Hoho. And im kindda fall in love with Urs, yess the one with medium hair and cute smile and beautiful eyes. Owh Urs. Klo soal suara mereka gak bisa dipertanyakan lagi. Kecuali belom denger. So start from now listen to their beautiful songs, i suggest you!

Demam bola.

Bisa dibilang sidang Bandung Barat penggila bola. Buktinya 2 minggu sekali anak-anak kost rela merogoh saku mereka hanya biar bisa main bola. Kamis 17 Agustus malam, sehabis berhimpun ella dan CS pada makan di YPAC. Nah pas disana kita pada ngomongin bola. Giliran ka maya ama mba putri yg kebingunan. Ternyata untuk Premiership taun ini kubu di bandung barat terbagi-bagi, contohnya mas dod megang Arsenal mas sam megang Liverpool, bang anenk megang Newcastle United, ka andi megang Manchester United dst. Cuman ella yg megang dua clubs ARSENAL and MANCHESTER UNITED. Lucunya pas makan satu meja itu dikepung ama Bandung Barat tapi ada cowo sendirian makan disitu. Dia senyam senyum gitu ngedengerin kita. Emang sehh kita pada aneh.

Monday, 21st August 2oo6.

Bandung barat vs Cimahi. Hasil akhir 4-3 memang memalukan bagi ELLA yg udah niat bangun jam 7 padahal malemnya abis begadang nonton Totenham, ELLa juga udah pake jersey nya Real Madrid plus topi ITALIA demi menularkan semangat menang buat squad Bandung Barat. Tapi apa boleh buat striker Bandung Barat gak okeoke. Mas Indra maen di babak kedua udah janji bakal ngasih Ella dua gol malah diving di akhir permainan yg menyebabkan bola yg udah ditendang ka Andi gak sempet ditendang mas Indra. HUH. Diving mulu kayak Inzaghi. Trus abis maen bola kita pada makan di restoran depannya vila kok James. Bodornya Ezra mesen ikan gurame gede bgd, dia kira ikanya tuch kecil jadinya dia mesen itu bwat sendirian. Abis dari situ kita pada beli es mambo, ech taunya ketemu Nova cs lagi pada abis hiking. Kita ngobrol" gitu abis itu pulang. Lucu bgd dech, empatan di mobil, kaca di buka, udara dingin, ngebut lewat Dago bengkok, pada pake kacamata item . . . kayak di video clip ajah. HAHA. Nyampe di rumah ella ama elin langsung tewas di tempat tidur. Tapi elin bolak balik ke kamar mandi trus.

Ella.

Talent
I think talent is the natural endowments of a person including creative or artistic aptitude. And I rate my talent (1-10) 8 or average.
Klo dipikir-pikir ella bisa apa?. .
umm. . .
okay lets mention some. . .
i able to sing one silly song for you. i able to play do re mi on piano. i able to play c chord on guitar.
haha.
well in my sight.. i think im pretty hot @ ;
joking. singing. acting. writing. watching. flirting *nah! just kidding. babysitting. . .
enough to rate myself an eight?
haha.

Intelligence
I think intelligence is the ability to learn or understand or to deal with new or trying situations. I rate my intelligence (1-10) 8,5.
Why? Buktinya my first day at school udah ada yg curhat masalah cwo ke ella. And dia seneng ama komentar ella.
When my best friend cried. I didn't cry. Because i think if we cry, itu bukan masalah solidaritas tapi nambah beban sang sahabat, apalagi klo kita nangisnya lebih heboh. Emang susah ngendaliin emosi diri sendiri but if we determined to control our emotion then it would be easy.
When my best friend jadi super duper gila. Ella ikut-ikutan gila. Klo ini seh masalah ganguan jiwa bukan solidaritas semata.
But when my best friend pengen ngelakuin sesuatu yg jelas dan terang-terangan salah. Ella beraksi sok dewasa. Susah emang! tapi mau gimana lagi. Mana ada seh temen yg tega ngeliat temen baeknya jalan menuju ke lobang. Ada?!

Beauty
I thinks beauty is the quality or aggregate of qualities in a person that gives pleasure to the sense or pleasurably exalts the mind or spirit. I cant rate myself at this point. Its depends on how you judge me physically and overall. Well I'm not narcist person, just so you know. I'm not the one who praise and worship themselves.

Appeal
I think appeal is the power of arousing a sympathetic response. I'm pretty good at this point. I'm a sensitive girl. I can feel sadness around people i love.

People I love.

Mom and Dad and Sist and Bro
I have no reason to not love them.

Mba dini Elin and Mas Dodo
They're like my own family. They colored my life. They're ALWAYS BE THERE typical friends. I cant walk in the right path without them.

Ezra
He's my nephew but he's older than me. He's silly but my life would be plain without his silly thingy.

Kak Maya
She's my brain. She's my private lesson teacher. She taught me a lot of things. Math especially. Beside my teacher shes also my LIFE TEACHER.

Michelle
Long distance friend. She's my childhood friend. A friend who taught me that life isn't that easy. Especially the l o v e thingy. The girl who have strength to carry on the pressure.

The love life.
La vida de amor. La vita amorosa. A vida de amor. La vie d'amour. Het liefde leven. Das Liebesleben

( translate in Spanish. Italian. Portuguese. French. Dutch. German )

Well lovelovelove.
I think i will love guy who're love me unconditionally.
I think i will love guy who're so in love with me.
I think i will love guy who're polite.
I think i will love guy who really nice to talk with.
I think i will love guy who love to tell me that he loves me.
I think i will love guy who'd like to say I LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU.
I think i will love guy who love football as much as i do *haha, nah! just kidding.
Well i think a loads of things.

I love a guy who. . .
Can cook. So i can cook with him. Have a cooking date. Cook together for the kids. And he can replace me as a mother.

I love a guy who. . .
Can play an instrument or instruments. I think the guy who able to play an instrument is the touchable one. But not sensitive, just touchable. He knows exactly the time when he could not bother us with those guy things.

I love a guy who. . .
Are really nice. Who doesn't?

I love a guy who. . .
Are Openminded.

I love a guy who. . .
Love kidos. I like kidos but not for me. And i have a bunch of nephew tho!

But pointlessly i love a guy who. . .
Italian
kata orang NO ONE KNOWS ROMANCE LIKE THE FRENCH.
Love Europe.
Rich. who doesn't?
Love football.
a guy who aren't momma kid.

And these guys are so me. physically

Fabio Cannavaro (Real Madrid)

Chris Evans (cellular)

Stephen Colleti (Laguna beach)

Nick Valensi (the strokes)

And these guys are so me. personality

Vin diesel
A Man Apart as Sean Vetter
I like Sean Vetter because he loves his wife so much even though his wife already dead. I cried when i saw this movie especially when his wife said '' don't save me '' then he replied '' okay, whatever you want me to do I'll do it for you ''

Michael Vartan
Monster In Law as Kevin
I like Kevin because he's so charming. Put smile everywhere he goes. It seems that he's really fun guy. And he's a doctor. He respects women a lot.

Matthew Perry
Friends as Chandler
Silly and joker guys are totally mine. His jokes can make his friends laugh a lot. His silly attitude can make his girlfriend mad. He care and love his friends so much. And his outgoing style make me FLY to the top.

Adam Brody
The Orange Country as Seth Cohen
Not like an average boy. He loves to read comics. He loves to listen such music like the killers and death cab for cutie. He plays his skateboard really well. Totally outgoing style. His loyalty to friends. Owh such a cute guy.