I liked him a lot, he was my first crush or cinta monkey. Can you imagine fall in love with someone for 5 years? He's the first boy I was so afraid to lose, the boy that changed me, changed my expectations, change the way I looked at myself and the world. People often says that the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try the feeling never goes away. For me first crush is a little foolish and a lot of curiosity.
bisa gila juga ya ngeiliat orangnya ada disitu, berpapasan, ngobrol ama yg disebelah kita tapi tanpa mengucapkan sepatah kata pun ke kita. soo childish tapi mau gimana coba?? udah awkward! rasanya bukan sama dia lagi dan ga mau sama dia lagi. banyak yg sampe sekarang masih beranggapan kalo saya masih cinta mati sama dia tapi kenyataanya saya sama sekali ga ada feel sama dia walaupun memang ada certain times merasa kehilangan sesosok pujaan hati ini. Just so you all know, i have no feeling for him anymore!
Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long. No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here, 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign. Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground. But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.Sara Bareilles - Gravity
